29/11

18岁了。。
我在这个世界漂流了18年又5个月十九天。。
觉的我的漂流到了一个十字路口。。
开始要面对我最不想做的事情。。
我是否应该在我很熟悉的马来西亚私立大学进修。。
还是等待国立大学可以让统考生进。。
还是跟我妈妈的意见去新加坡读。。
还是去台湾读为了减少家人的负担。。
我真的不懂我该怎么做。。
我该如何选择。。。
有谁可以帮助我吗？

27/11

昨天，去了sg.long..
2010'5 s(ai) gathering 去了。。
在次找到了遗失很久的熟悉感。。
大家有说，有笑。。
都玩得很开心。。
太爱这班了。。。
真的感觉跟你们一起，就有好像到了一个很熟悉的地方。。
真的希望能有机会在次相聚。。。
我从来没想过大家围炉吃火锅会要用来抢。。
这正好符合达尔文的进化论的学说。。
大家拿着勺子，筷子等着一锅又一锅的火锅。。
当盖子打开的那一刻，大家不分你我一起的抢食物。。。
大家一起抢食物，见证大哥（我徒弟）&大嫂的爱情，一起交流，一起唱K，一起拍照。。
这些都会成为我永远的回忆。。。
谢谢大家。。
这将是我爱。回忆 的一部分。。。。

26/11

今天，尝试用华语打。。。

假期我时常到处走。。。

想办法去充实自己。。

不要去想酱多。。

发现到还是想很多。。。。

但还好有吉他的陪伴。。

我没这么孤单。。

我现在才发现原来我的个性可以让人家对我冷淡。。

我不明白，我好想说话太直，和太呆之外我不懂我有什么缺点。。

感谢某某人的提醒。。

我今天发现我原来不认识我自己。。。

我。。。

在这里，凡是我曾经不小心得罪大家的，我在这里道歉。。

希望得到大家的原谅。。

仅此

21/11

Prom has ended and so my perform for the year has ended..
Finally the whole year de perform end with the final countdown..
i didn't do well in the perform due to nervous b'cos of the band n not enough practice ba...
ok la but i did enjoy in the performance n the prom n1st time perform with a tie n bass whoa.....
n i won a mp3 player which i wanted for abt 2 years..
after prom i watched you are an apple of my eye....
is a very touching movie i almost cried ....
is a verry hard time when you in front the girl you like n wanted to confess yourself..
i hate myself being so coward..
i hate myself not brave enough...
i hate myself ....
but all have pass is pass
i will look towards the future ..
hope everything are fine....

4/11

Before Graduation

Finally, i am almost graduated..
after six years been harshly train to become a exam machine...
sorry i failed....
but in this six years....

i have tried a lot of thing include both good n bad things...
that's makes me grow a lot...
go game station with uniform..
go cyber cafe<x5,mutiara>
go 'dump ball'(someone may noe...)
go boiling ...get 130+ T_T
go shopping with friend.. 
had a trip with my class...
playing music with friends in band..
and the last performing in 3 concert in a row in a year..
haha.....


this whole process of six year may be hard to go but all i had i have overcome...
from tomorrow onward i am totally free from the jail called CHKL i am no longer burden by the school about all sort of things...




and    I'm not longer 06536 already XD